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So fucked up! [Nov. 18th, 2009|03:12 pm]
[Current Mood | irritated]
[Current Music |Patron Tequila - Paradiso Girls feat Eve]

Well, been out from school for almost 3 days. And not counting. HAHAH.

Dad scolded me for not going to school and just staying home doing nothing good and meeting unreasonable friends! Wtf! I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my family members right now. I just hope I could split from them right now this second!

Fuck, I'll post about that later.

Went to M PARTY @ Zirca it wasn't very fun though, place was small, and people were so omg. Dancing was all we underage people could do, so Sha, Ifah and I danced like nobody's business. But when the electro music came, we stopped, it was so boring la. HAHAH!

After the party, we left around 3 plus and headed to Weejin's house to play WII! HAHAH.

Here are some pictures:

















"And now the party heated
'Cuz I got a hot girl in the club
I'm feelin' so conceited
'Cuz everybody is giving me love
But hold up, wait a minute
'Cuz my cup is going empty
I need someone to refill me
I'm tryna to get drunk

I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita
That Patron, Tequila
Me and my mamacita
"
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Living another life [Nov. 13th, 2009|10:31 am]
[Current Mood | frustrated]
[Current Music |Panic! At The Disco - New Perspective]

Picture: A life filled with intimacy
Its been like a long time since I last post on my LJ. Was really busy with studies and friends. Didn't have enough time during the weekend to post here. Oh well, since I am so free i class right now, I will just post a short and sweet one before the next lesson starts.

Last week was my horror week, it was EOYs and I srsly had stress more than anytime this year. Paper was fucking hard and it was unexpectable. Even studying wouldn't help you answer those rubbish questions given in that white stack of white paper with black wordings. All I had to do was just WHACK WHACK WHACK!

After all the papers, had chalet over at Joses. Well, hungover I guess and then following day out with the soccer boys and co. The usual people. We watched Merantau Warrior. It was a Java(?) show I guess. It was spoken in a malay which some of the people couldn't understand. LOL. I only understand certain words especially the word TAIK! It meant shit. The show was so good la, but the ending was very very sad. Well, not all story have good endings right?

This week, was a havoc week! Wth la. Fell sick on Sunday night, started to have sore throat and flu while watching Paranormal Activity. Then I didn't bother about it and just go on with the usual time table in the jail. And on Tuesday, I had me 'O' level chinese paper. I suppose I flunk it la. Oh wells,who really cares. Then I started to fall real sick after training that day. So Samantha accompany me to the doctors' at Vista Point.

Doctor said that I had throat infection and blah blah blah.

Ate the medicine and manage to survive the god damn week in school!:D And the good news that I had for week was that some of my belongings are found and its at the Police Logistic Centre near PL. Gonna go collect it next week when I pon school for the whole damn week! HAHHA.

Later will be heading to Bugis with Shawallah and Samantha to get something! HAHA. And on next monday! Not to forget, its gonna be Party night at Zirca! HHAHAH, see you people who are going!:D

"Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'Cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
"
So catch me up I'm getting out of here
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Same old thoughts [Sep. 27th, 2009|10:52 pm]
[Current Mood | frustrated]
[Current Music |Ticket Outta Loserville - Son Of Dork]

I have no idea why, but I feel like as though something bad in coming in my way. Things feel so weird when it is suppose to feel normal.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I feel like I am being laughed at for wearing a smile where ever I go. Certain things feels so awkward. Oh wells, its me. Life is going to really hard for me right now! Things ain't going to be easy. I've got to start studying hard for my upcoming EOY and of course hardcore training is in a few days time.

Right now, its time for balancing both sports and studies. I doubt its going to be possible for me. I have been slacking like a kind ever since the start of 2009, its really going to be hard for me this few months. I have got to overcome it without harm. Urgh. Come think of it, there's 2 more competition that is coming up. BJ comp, and IYSC. And without saying fighting to be in the team is needed. Well, pray hard, play hard, train hard, and lastly STUDY HARD Koreen Frederica!


 
I won't be surprise if I breakdown and be alone. I would expect it! Its time to face it all and overcome it! FUCK.
Only I can save me from me. F!
 
 
 
"Pinch me, is this real?
I'm on a one way ticket back to loserville
Heading for the social flat line
Things are so that bad
I'm dusting off my star trek shrine

This is where it ends and I can taste the glory
How can I depend
On a better story?
Made it, blew it, couldn't save it
Think about her all the time
It's like I never had her valentine
 
 
 
So I guess I better kiss goodbye to my ticket outta loserville"
 
 
 
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Un-commited [Sep. 20th, 2009|08:04 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]
[Current Music |Crimson Doves - Running Away]

Back to posting after a long two days pass!

Yesterday was srsly a long day although I met Joel and Gregory at Bugis at around 0330pm. Joel and I headed to Haji lane to get some stuff there. Then we walked to Marina Square to meet Gregory. After meeting Gregory, the 3 of us went to look for Syimir just to say "HELLO". HAHA! There was nothing much in MS so we left there.

Next went to NUM to look for the singlets wishing is was nice and worth it with the promotion going on but seems like the colours are limited and its still not worth it though there was a promotion! So I didn't buy it.

Headed to Peninsula as Gregory needed to buy his tungsten guitar string at Davis. Walked around there and saw CAMERA LENS! Like omg, the one that I wanted was selling at only $299! WTF, I want it la! CRAVES CRAVES... After buying Gregory's string, we walked from City Hall to Orchard road! The walk was horrible la I swear, we walked pass SMU, which we also walk pass Fort Canning Park then Plaza Singapura and finally ORCHARD ROAD! Dang...

I srsly walk till leg damn pain la, I have no idea why, maybe I wasn't use to it since I haven't been walking so-so much! Went to Heeren to get Gregory's slipper from NUM, and he bought a pair of Singapore slipper and a CHIO one chosen by me and Joel! We have such good taste! LOL, SELF -PRAISE.

Walked into FOURSKIN after NUM, I saw this carry bag that was so nice, as the animal prints are so CHIO, and its only $12.90, its so damn worth it la, and that was the first thing I spent in town and the only thing I spent on in town! HAHAH, so pathetic. Well, meet Eugene and Syimir at Heeren then we headed off to FEP, went all the way up to the top level for all the good food, and guess what!? All the muslim stalls were closed! Damn it! Instead we ate of NANA's Thai restaurant.

And guess lady luck was on our side again, a fucking black guy and his gf or something were sitting closely next to us, and when he hard about us wanting to head to Bridge, he called up his friends and asked them to go there too. So I somehow suspected that the guy was some kind of undercover shit, so I told the guys there that we should find somewhere else to lepak instead, so that mother fucking black guy gave me a kind of fuck look. Well, he could be even more dumb la. ASSHOLE.

HAHAH, its was such a PHEW! Well, whatever la. Went to Ngee Ann City with Eugene as he needed to buy some stuff for his competition today then Gregory went home for crab feast while we went to ION to walk walk. Walked and shopped, nothing caught my eye. Soon, Nicole came but Syimir, Eugene and I wanted to go home so only left Nicole and Joel, a time for the both of them to date! HAHA.

Met Amanda and Fei at City Hall, as we were going to drink at PRP. Reached Pasir ris, walked down to DTE to buy some stuff then we walked to PRP. Saw some commotions going on, and I predict it wasn't a good thing. But we didn't care much. Found a pit and sat there... for sometime before we change to another and finally another one! LOL.

Fei brought a new alcohol, but its vodka still. It was FINLANDIA LIME if I'm not wrong. It is nice... And want to know what was the combination of drink and alcohol for the day? HAHA.



PLUS


PLUS PLUS



EQUALS...


 
 
AWESOME DRINK! OMG! FTW!
 
Well, well, maybe you should go try it like now! JUST DONT GET DRUNK:P

 
 
Picture: I was saying "NO" to Fei! HAHAH.


Picture: Greg's GIORGIO AMARNI!
 
- That was the end of the day I guess.

Today was a long day in church, woke up late was another thing. HAHAH. After going to church today, I have a sudden urge of confessing about my commitment to Christ, I find it so so hard to commit to Him as I have done so many many sins! I feel like the spirit is no longer in me, might be because I don't understand the service I am attending or most probably would be I do not want to let go of things that are sinful, things that makes me not me or something...

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me la, I am just not me, NOT ME! Well well.

When I reached home today, I downloaded DIVX to watch my
 
YES,"YEAR ONE" movie, it so damn funny! HAHAH!

Now, i will be watching another movie soon! :P


 
Picture: Lame me, playing HAPPY MEAL Maze

SAMURAI GIRL (PART 3) at 10!

"Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright if there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
"

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Sunset [Sep. 18th, 2009|11:49 pm]
[Current Mood | peaceful]
[Current Music |The Friday Night Boys - Finding Me Out]

Picture: If life could be as beautiful as a sunset, I would definitely appreciate it more.


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Days, come and go [Sep. 18th, 2009|09:51 pm]
[Current Mood | exhausted]
[Current Music |Forever - Papa Roach]

Awesome! I have finally end my Module 6 test! I feel so relieve right now after such a hectic week!

Phew, didn't expect myself to be able to cope with everything plus the amount of home works and revision but seems like I manage to pass by this week. Oh wells, I suppose I flunked like ONE major subject and I will emphasis on the word "MAJOR"! I bet you know the subject I was talking about, its MATHEMATICS the subject that wreck my brains like hell!

I admit I didn't study all the topics but I did study okay! I am 100% sure that I have flunked it cause I lose 10 marks straight la! I didn't have enough time to read the last question and it was the one that I know how to do! Damn it man. This is so outrageous! God damn it!

I failed my Geography too but I am not afraid because I have my Social Studies to try pull the marks up as I take combine humanities. For the others, I am very confident that I will pass with no doubts. HAHAH! I sound over-confident uh? Well, I think its still good at least I have confidence better then nothing!  :/.

This week's training was rather slack, I only had 2 more session of training, actually one. LOL. I went home on alternate days, and I felt so good. :/ I said that cause I feel so much better at home then staying in the boring hostel. And also because I can have Macdonalds as my morning breakfast! GOOD STUFF MAN! Bet I am gaining a lot of weight now la. But I don't really care cause I don't want to be so light.

I love having lunch in school right now because I am having it with people of the Sour Puss(SP)! We are so awesome during lunch la. We are like full of jokes and nonsense, we provoke people and made them dare not seat there anymore and had mini food fights. Its so enjoyable. That's life in school man, only for that part. LOL.

But somehow I have downs this week, I have no idea why I just feel so out of place at one point of time. I thought I was going to have my menses or something but I think its just me, ME! I am so weird la.

I guess tomorrow is going to be the time where I actually can finally relax myself from stupid studies la! Gonna have Sakura with Gregory, Joel and Eugene! Awesome to the max and most probably heading to bridge to lepak if Fei's going. Most probably I will be broke by tomorrow man. Sad sad, gonna get a NewUrbanMale singlet with Gregory as for now, buy one get one free! Loving the promotion so much la!

Guess I'm gonna end it right here. Promise to post pictures taken at tomorrow's night out!
 


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Define the truth [Sep. 14th, 2009|08:59 pm]
[Current Mood | pissed off]
[Current Music |Slow Goodbye - Lesley Roy]

Okay, I'm freaking pissed off right now la.
I really can't stand those people who have hell loads of problems! 

WHAT'S THE USE OF BREAKING SOMEONE'S FRIENDSHIP UP?
Does it make you feel like a fucking winner? Does it makes you satisfied? Does it make you feel like some kind of BIG SHOT or you think it just look cool for you?

Well I should say that it ain't gonna make you a winner, nor make you satisfied neither does it make you a BIG FAT SHOT, and also it doesn't even seems cool on you mother fucker. Are you being jealous that people are able to find friends that are truthful? I know all your friend simply just stab you from the back recently but I think its worth it, you deserve it!

I wouldn't deny that you are such a great fucker. You can try breaking my brothers' friendship up and see what are your consequences, you might think that this ain't a big deal. You can give a a best shot and see what you'll get back in return for breaking someone's friendship up especially my brothers'. You used to be someone I could talk to but I guess things changed really quick. Your mask that you're wearing is slowly fading away, I hope you used something that could be brighter on you.

I will not allow this to happen anyways, you can try to break it up. I will be waiting and watching by the side seeing you get hurt 10 times more then the ones you have hurt. You ain't a superman, you can't protect yourself. You have lost respect to yourself dude.

I would advice you to fuck off from my brothers' life and my life. You are worth living within us.


Picture: You can't keep your angel masked on forever.
Source:www.deviantart.com
 
Ps: There's a limit to everything you do.
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Everything means nothing [Sep. 13th, 2009|04:57 pm]
[Current Mood | stressed]
[Current Music |If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys]

What a holiday for me man, falling sick for the last fews days of holidays. So damn unlucky!


 
Must be the god damn karma la. LOL. Right now, cough is still there and there is still a little bit of wheezing so I might have another asthma attack anytime! I must bring my inhaler everywhere I go man.

Went church today, but nothing much happened just listened to some preaching then my dad sent us home for a rest. But there was something that happened and it was quite embarrassing though.
 
My sister claimed that one of the guy in church which as my parents friend's son looked like one of my "son-of-a-bitch" but the son actually looked 10 times better la. I'm freaking serious. Then my mother talked to his parents and said he was handsome and she was being such an ass saying that I said so. Omg la, I was so embarrassed already and obviously, the guy was too! Wtf. So I told my mother to get on the car.

Damn it man, so so embarrassing, well he indeed looked good. LOL.

Okay, holiday is going to be over soon in about 6 hours time, and after that a hell week is going to start for me man! From Monday to Friday I am going to have my module test! WTF! I am going to be so dead and I might even start growing white hair as I will be undergoing stress! 

OMGOMGOMG!

A HECTIC WEEK IS COMING, I AM NOT ABLE TO ESCAPE! WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF!


"Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things

Define what's within and I've been there before
But that life's a bore so full of the superficial
"
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KARMA, let me go [Sep. 10th, 2009|09:06 pm]
[Current Mood | discontent]
[Current Music |Alicia Keys - Karma]

Omg, I am sick already. Thanks to Joel!

He have been saying I will fall sick soon ever since last week. Guess he was right... Well, I srsly think this sickness is due to KARMA! Because I have been singing some kind of cheena song that can't be sang during the seventh month! Oh well, after singing this song for days, I am now srsly sick. Down with bad flu and sore throat! 

Omfg, please forgive me la huh. I only did that for the fun of it, why take it so srsly? Kidding only la sial. Wa, I talk to the ghost thru livejournal like as though y so high class. LOL.

Picture: You made me weak. KARMA.

"What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desirin' to come back to me

It's called Karma baby and it goes around
"
 
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All underneath the truth [Sep. 8th, 2009|10:09 pm]
[Current Mood | satisfied]
[Current Music |Teenagers - Hayley Williams]

Woo, just came back from White Sands.

Well, I went to Pasir Ris Park with my little sister, Cecilia. I actually cycled her and her heavy scooter la, wtf.

Here are the pictures:







Picture: This is damn retarded! :/

 
After that, took a bus down to Woodlands to meet Joel, Ranen and Syimir for dinner. Walked around Causeway, than went to Banquet to eat. We bought our food and waited for Syimir to break-fast(?). We than headed somewhere else to lepak. :/

And guess what!? I am a big time bitch today!
I actually did something illegal! I will be in the poilice station if people find out I was the one. But I guess it was all worth it. I hope that was a sweet memory for him, cause it is but me! :P

Come bastard, I doubt you know who did it! HAHAH, loser!


Well, God planned all this today, but Satan was in me to rule me :x
- no offence
HAHAH, mother fucker!

Oh well, had DEJA VU today! Freaked out man!

"It's in the air now, bitter tears and broken hearts
We're teenagers, we count the years, we think we're smart
But we're not, we don't know anything

Don't ask me where I'll go
'Cause frankly I don't know
And I don't give a shit
Why must we all make sense
And I just won't make sense
For once I'm just gonna live
"

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Hours to Minutes [Sep. 8th, 2009|12:19 pm]
[Current Mood | sleepy]
[Current Music |Taking Back My Love - Enrique feat. Ciara(]

I am officially back to posting, I suppose you readers might be thinking where's my life story. LOL.

Well, it is cocked up. Joking... Nothing much really happened since I last post officially. The only thing that happened was that I went got shisha with Eugene and than headed to Joel's bbq at East Coast Park. The day was like a incredible. I said "INCREDIBLE" because whatever we said srsly came true.

Well, I bet you're curious! HAHAH. First Eugene and I was talking about HSA with their breathalyzer walking around town checking on teenagers. And sooner later we knew that a guy with a breathalyzer walked into the shisha room with a device. Thank god Eugene looked old enough to pass it and thank god my back view was old enough to fool that crappy guy! :/

It was srsly close shave la! Oh gosh. But I'm not really scare f they check on me but I am just afraid that they will send this matter to me school and I'll be fuck up by the school (as you know, my school loves to make small things into enormous thing, and not to forget the school is fucking against me). Oh well.

Secondly, we were waiting outside Raffles Hospital for a cab, but the cab were all gone, so I was saying that I wished it was the Hyundai Sonata, as it was nice and fast! And out of no where a Hyundai Sonata came and fooyoh! HAHAH.

The cab from town to ECP was about $15, plus extra charge.

Reached Joel's pit started talking anf drank one can of Carlsberg.Ops, in front of all the adults but its all right because the adults allowed? I guess so. LOL.

The part I love about the being at the skate park looking at hotties with Samantha. its like omfg, the guy was so cool and hot! No pictures cause I didn't want to look like a stalker! :/ HAHAH!

Here are the pictures for the night,

- maybe it'll speak more than what I have typed out. :D






Picture: Nice.

Picture: Samantha Ho





Picture: Joel Wong / Brother



Picture: He fell on her ass after that. :/

Picture: Sour Pussy Trademark.
 
That's all for that night, it seem short but it was srsly a long night, by the time I reached home, I was so shagged la!

Well, I guess I'll make the following days short and sweet:D

Yesterday was another tiring day for Amanda and I. We woke up early in the morning, and sent my dearest younger sister to childcare. We then took bus 3 down to Tampines Stadium's gym and ran on the treadmill for 30 minutes! After the run, I felt like as though all my guilt in the past have been recovered! Sound dumb right.

After the run, went to Subway for lunch with Amanda. Walked around T1 and TM than met Fei. Headed down to IKEA and Courts at Tampines! :D It was such a retarded trip there.

Reached home, changed out than went to PRP to take pictures.

Here are the pictures at PRP:














Picture: Failed jumpshot.





Picture: Do I look like the girl above? LOL.





 
 
The end of my day! HAHAH.

Well, today will be a short day, was suppose to go Sengkang swimming pool with Natalie but I guess it wasn't the day. HAHAH. Later will be going to woodlands to have lunch with Ranen and Joel, both my brother:D


And I screenshot something! Look like someone's cheena girlfriend just that the singer look chio-er! xP


I'm gonna end here, will update soon!

"What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
You think that you know, you've made yourself cold.
Don't you know I'm not attached to materia.

So all this love I give you, take it away,
You think material's the reason I came,
If I had nothing would you want me to stay
You keep your money, take it all away
"
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Heart like an open highway [Sep. 7th, 2009|08:19 pm]
[Current Mood | satisfied]
[Current Music |Gee by Girls Generation Ft. Wonder Girls]

Song: Gee by Girls Generation Ft. Wonder Girls

This song is awesome! LOL. But... I only know the chorus. Sound Pathetic huh!:/
Well, better than nothing!

"Neomu banjjak banjjak nunibusyeo No No No No No
Neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Neomu jjaritjjarit momi tteollyeo Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee
Jeojeun nunbit Oh Yeah joheun hyanggi Oh Yeah Yeah Yeah
"
- Not the exact lyrics but something like this

P/s will be officially posting soon:D


Picture: Just in case you miss me:/
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Love just dies [Sep. 6th, 2009|10:30 pm]
[Current Mood | exhausted]
[Current Music |The Verve- Bittersweet Symphony]



"Well, I've never prayed,
But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now
But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singing to me no
w"
 
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Pocket full of Regrets [Sep. 5th, 2009|03:21 pm]
[Current Mood | impressed]
[Current Music |Rascal Flatts - Unstoppable]

Fooyoh! I have finally complete term 3! Awesome and I guess I srsly deserve this one week holiday.

I have been doing things that would decrease my stamina and guess I haven't drop much in my stamina. Had beep test test and yoyo test recently, and the results wasn't so bad.

My beep test have dropped by one lap and my yoyo test have improved by one lap! Omfg its so amazing, though I felt like dying I still manage to maintain. This is so great! But still, I must train on my stamina la. So I have decided to go to the gym at Tampines Sports Complex to run on the treadmill, it might sound stupid but I will try to make an effort to go all the way there to just train. :/

Life is so boring right now, I need party life! I am craving for one! Sounding desperate huh? LOL. Well, I wished I was 18 and life would be full of fun and parties. Guess I need to wait for 2 more years and right now concentrate on my studies! Dang...

And and soon, I am gonna put a tattoo! Awesome right!?
 


Picture:
jstphotography.deviantart.com

Gonna put something like this just only on the right side but my middle name instead of a heart! HAHAH!

Can't wait! Omg.

"You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in

Love is unstoppable
Like a river keeps on rolling
Like the north wind blowing
Don't it feel good knowing
"
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Big big dream, small small worries. [Sep. 1st, 2009|11:58 am]
[Current Mood | bored]
[Current Music |My Wish- Rascal Flatts]

HAHAH, had my third attempt to shisha! But it was so wtf!

Now town area is so damn strict la, HSA everywhere. Walau, almost got caught that day. Thank god we got away with it la. Even now the fucking law is strict till shisha is for 18 years and above only. Fuck sial. Well but my Fei managed to convince the guy! Awesome...


Picture: Omfg, I look fat here! Gross.

Picrure: Amanda claims that the pipe look like hotdog. Wtf.

Oh wells, that was my weekend. Seems boring but kind of enjoy it. Heading back to school tonight, omg so boring. And the horror is that I'vw got fitness test! Die la, my stamina confirm drop like one kind.

WELL, KOREEN ITS TIME TO FACE THE FACT THAT YOU BRAK THE LAW TOO MUCH!
 

"Hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you wanna go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.


I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and always give more than you take.
"

 

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So dysfunctional [Aug. 30th, 2009|04:14 pm]
[Current Mood | peaceful]
[Current Music |Lil Eddie - Statue]

Hello, I'm here to post about yesterday!

It was srsly a long long day. I'm gonna just put pictures, but I'll type abit here and there:D

And one thing I got to say, I missed out on the flea at Haji Lane! Wtf wtf wtf! Damn sad la! I went back to Haji around 9 than the flea ended already! Only left with party time there. Oh wells.


Picture: Joel J. Wong

Picture: Gregory T. Law Gung

Picture: Eugene A. Sim

Picture: Syimir Mango
Ops.

Picture: Nicole (wong)?

Picture: Koreen F. and Gregory T.

Picture: You know why are they laughing?
 
HAHHA, too bad, I am not gonna type it out cause it is gonna embarrass someone a lot a lot. So I shall keep quiet but it was really funny though, I bet you'll burst out laughing like them once you seen the scene we 3 saw! Omfg.
 


And lastly, not to miss out the future couples! HAHAH. Look at the picture and see how lovely they look! Aww...
 

 
HAHAH, sweet love birds.

Well that's all I guess don't want to type so much!

"Every single day of my life i thank my lucky stars,
God really had to spend extra time, when he sculptured your heart.
Cause theres no explanation,cant solve the equation
Its like you love me more than i love myself.
"

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Statue staring [Aug. 28th, 2009|06:00 pm]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |Alyson Michalka - Someone to Fall Back on]

Well well well! 

I was quite free today la. LOL. You want to know why!? If you don't want to know I will still type it! HAHA.

I woke up around 8 plus, than I switch on my laptop and went on facebook cause I have nothing better to do! HAHAH. I didn't go back to school cause I was fucking lazy la, than if I report back, I still have to celebrate staff day so I decided not to. :/ Well, I still got to go down to Woodlands to get my homework and my house key so I left house around 12 plus.

I went to Woodlands for less than 10 mins than I took bus back to Tampines! LOL, how retarded can I be right!? Once I reached home, I changed out and met Shafinas Scarlett at Downtown East to watch...
 
YES! BANDSLAM! The show wasn't that bad though, it quite nice the song was really nice!

But in the theater, some hanky panky stuff happened! HAHAH, its not me and Shafinas its a teenage couple who was seating behind us! I didn't notice it but Shafinas did. LOL. Curious to know what happened? HAHAH.

Here how it goes,
The guy was actually using his hands to slide thru the girl's leg, than they kissed. Bet the girl was horny. :/ Than sooner or later Shafinas told me that the guy looked like as though he was sucking the girls tits! Wtf la. When I looked I bet it was too! LOL. So disgusting huh. Than at the end of the movie, all we know is that both the guy and girl swop places! :x

HAHAH, than when I saw the girl what I though was, she must have been finger fucked, LOL. Because she was wearing a skirt and its easy for her bf to do so. LOL. I anyhow guess only la, don't trust this sentence. LOL. But I srsly think her tits were sucked cause her top was kind of like out of place. Ops.

Okay la, enough of those crap.

I actually took the initiative to cook spaghetti for dinner today! LOL. Isn't awesome? And after eating it, I really think that my culinary skills have improve by one big dinosaur step. LOL! AWESOMEx1000times! :P

Well, tomorrow will be a complicating day! Will post soon!

"I am no prince, I am no saint,
I am not anyones wildest dream,
But I will stand behind and be someone to fall back on.

You look at me like I dont make sense,
Like a waste of time, like it serves no purpose
I dont walk on coals, I wont walk on water.
"
 
Let me show you my art piece! I am so proud of it!

AWESOME RIGHT! :/
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Mixed emotions with Tequilla [Aug. 27th, 2009|12:59 pm]
[Current Mood | infuriated]
[Current Music |Fuck You Very Much - Lily Allen]

I swear I don't want this life anymore. I am sick of everything that is happening. Oh god please take me away from this alien world. I don't know who I am! I don't know who the fuck am I becoming. I am no longer who I think I am.

Oh dear god. why does people want perfect life? Why can't everyone be perfect to be fucking fair? Wtf is coming into me. I am getting annoyed by people easily, this is not myself. FML! I don't find a reason to be happy when I live, I don't believe in finding happiness when others are just simply going against you for what you are doing.

Fuck it! Why life is so darn hard? Why is my life filled with so many kind of weirdos? Its like as though it is filled with annoying freaks, irritating dongs, hypocrites and fucking liars!? I can't stand this shit anymore, please take me away take me to a far away and deserted place where I don't have to face people like this anymore! Fuck!



"Look inside
look inside your tiny mind
now look a bit harder
cause were so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor

do you, do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
cause there's a hole where your soul should be
you're losing control of it
and its really distasteful
"
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Degduj(?) [Aug. 26th, 2009|09:46 pm]
[Current Mood | frustrated]
[Current Music |Cinta Ini Membunuhku - D'Masiv]

Picture:I feel so judged, I feel so fuck up.

I put in so much effort, I'm tired of giving it another try. I am srsly not up to what I want to do. I feel so resisted, I tried to betray myself. But after all this, I guess I wouldn't forgive myself but instead live in hatred.

And if I ever live in hatred, I would think that there is no use living a life with so much hatred with myself. Fuck it.

And if the bible judge, I'll just fuck it!

Here's a song that I have it long time ago but I suddenly love it, its in malay so pardon it:D

"Kau membuat ku berantakan
You make me miserable
Kau membuat ku tak karuan
You make me awful
Kau membuat ku tak berdaya
You make me helpless
Kau menolakku acuhkan diriku
You reject me, ignore me

Bagaimana caranya untuk
How to
Meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
shatter your frozen heart
Kusadari ku tak sempurna
I know I'm not perfect
Ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
I'm not what you wanted

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
You destroy me with your attitude
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
Don't you realise, you've hurt me
Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
This heart is tired convincing you
Cinta ini membunuhku..
This love is killing me"
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Chase Away These Fears [Aug. 26th, 2009|04:24 pm]
[Current Mood | gloomy]
[Current Music |Kleerup feat Feat. Lykke Li - Until we bleed]

Woah, its been 3 days since I last post huh.

Well, I spent my weekend to celebrate Jo's early sweet 16
Eugene, Gregory and I were the ones who celebrated for him la. Might be pathetic but effort was put in. HAHAH!


Here are some pictures taken before my camera battery died:D


Picture: Birthday boy

Picture: Greg, why so vulgar?

Picture: ANTONIO!

Picture:  FUCK OFF BASTARD/BITCH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!


Anyways, I had my first attempt to shisha! Like finally la. Though I had problems with it but I guess I'll get the hang of it! :P

Wa, life for me is like damn awful la! I am falling sick for second time this month? Can't remember but its somwhere there. Its like wtf la. I've been eating right and training and yet I still had fever and this disgusting nauseous feeling! Eww. Wth is happening la. I am 100% not pregnant la. Maybe its just my tummy having problems? I hope its as simple like this.

"You wasted your times
On my heart
You've burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

So we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts
"

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